sUddEnLy

i couldn't come up with words
i really did not know how i'd see you again
somewhere buried deep inside my heart
i hare longed and ached for you

when i turn around i see the smiling face
the face that is always there, behind me
this dizzy feeling keeps me up at night
traces of you keep me crying again

tell me now
how was i wrong?
tell me now
was i lacking?

i really desired you like crazy
i always prayed that i could see you again
i feel as though i will die like this
can't you be the one coming to me now

please......

i told myself i'd be fine alone
that i could do well without you
i tell myself this as i try to force myself to sleep
but all i can think of are the way you speak and look

tell me now
how was i wrong?
tell me now
was i lacking?